11 Weeks

I am 11 weeks today! Yay! I have decided since I have time on my hands that I would start this blog. It will pretty much be about what's going on with everything or whatever random thoughts pop in my head for the day. As of right now I am waiting to get an appointment with a specialist. I saw the dr for the first time a week ago who told me he didn't want to do anything til I had seen this specialist. Well I was supposed to get a phone call letting me know when and where. Of course I haven't heard anything so I called to check on it, and big surprise it wasn't even put in! When I called the girl put me on hold and the dr gave her the info to put it in ( a week later might add! ). She told me she was going to put it in and I should hear something in a day or so, well it has been 2 days and nothing! Why is it I have to make sure the drs are doing their job? So I am calling first thing in the morning, and will continue to call everyday til I have the appointment! I guess I should explain why I am being so agressive. I lost my first baby at 21 weeks due to an imcompetent cervix, it was the worst day of my life! So I need my cervix stitched close to keep the baby in as long as possible. Well this needs to happen at 13 weeks. I am not seeing the same dr as I was with the first pregnancy. These drs here don't usually see you until you are 12 weeks. Luckily for me since I am high risk they saw me sooner. But they seem to want to make sure it's my cervix first. Well guess what the other dr said it was, and I will make sure they do what they need to prevent it happening again! It's just very frustrating having to butt heads with every dr you come in contact with to get the care you need to make sure you get your baby at the end of it! I have already been through the worst I know what can happen and I can't go through that again! by the way I am NOT a good, patient pregnant person!